Is it your secret sauce...
Is it your secret sauce... or an issue you should be working out at therapy?
Sometimes the narrative you tell yourself is an enabling lie for a dysfunction core to your ego.
Something where changing it would feel like death.
Perhaps because it is so tied to you, you have learned to wield it to create good in the world.
But the more useful it becomes, the harder it will be to ever move beyond.
Sometimes our greatest superpowers are our greatest dysfunctions.
But that's OK; if we were perfect, infinite beings, we'd have no action potential, no ability to do anything interesting.